Throw it all away
lets lose ourselves
because there's no one left for us to blame
it's a shame we're al dying
and do you think you deserve your freedom?
how could you send us so far away from home
when you know damn well that this is wrong
I will still lay down my life for you
and do you think you deserve your freedom
no I don't think you do
there's no justice in the world
there's no justice in the world and there never was

Marilyn Manson

I'm someone else
I'm someone new
I'm someone stupid just like you

Tell that Cat in the Hat
You do NOT want to play.
You should not be here.
You should not be about.
You should not be here
When your mother is out!"

Put me down!" said the fish.
"I do NOT wish to fall!"

I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world

Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me

You and i are underdosed and we're ready to fall
Raised to be stupid, taught to be nothing at all.

I'm too young
To live this life

They want me to stay
This life I cannot feign

You can kill yourself now
Because you're dead

Too tired today to hate

I'd love to just give in,
I'd love to live this lie

There is no cure for what is killing me

They slit our throats
Like we were flowers

When you want it
It goes away too fast
When you hate it
It always seems to last

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows it grin, but...

If I had time to kill the world I'd try
Oh no, but I'm busy, killing me

Mando Diao

Cause we never cut the rope...

If I leave you (and I think Iím gonna leave you soon)
At the wrong time (donít think that I will come back soon)

Youíve got a new TV and a heart of gold
But youíre not allowed to smile

I just got lost today

John Frusciante

Everyoneís in a corner
Face to the wall
I never looked the other way
I'm not allowed to at all
Greatest by confusion
It never lets me be
Well no one said to be here
I was punished by me

Everyday is lost as it goes by
These moments donít compete
And i wind up next to you
And all that i need is a doubt

and I'll go on and on and on
Letting it out when the feeling's strong
I wonder who in the single thing
Made this night and this ugly dreams

Shadows casting bodies
Who knows which way things will go?
All shifting images
Upside down to be upright
Upside down, you'll make them cry

Death before life

Life running backwards, nailed up and freezing

Put the past before you

Learning thereís nothing to gain from advice
Hey doubt, com on around any time
Anyhow mistakes are what lead you through life

Youíre perfect
You fit snuggly right in the lie

Lay down
The darkness tonight is so bright

Thereís one for each time cars collide

There's no regret
There's just the sense that
Nothing is coming my way

Nothing is final because it seems all the while
There wasn't anything for me
I always faked my smile

they shut my eyes and i can't see now
These are the times I was scared of
These are the fates I pushed out of the way
Now they come back here and haunt me
It's plain to see who the winner and loser will be

These feelings weren't always pretend

You do fine on your own
You're free to cry and you don't have to wipe your eyes
You once saved me
And now I'm where you want me to be
Ascending endlessly and I don't even have to try

Allow me to believe you are the real me
I see you breathing under water
See you on both sides of a door

I do greet you
And slam the door in your face

I answer these these questions now
As to why I'm the only one
Who carries grey sky to the sun

I've been in pain
hope it doesn't show
I've been insane
well the time is slow

Don't you want sunshine instead of phony lights?

I'm me again.

I'm not me anymore

This is the time to die
I'm not someone on whom to rely
Chances come and chances go
This is letting go

I will try to start a fire
Just to show how well it burns
Just to watch how it burns

It's not the way I go
Noone here hears me
I'm sick of people knowing me
Life's confusing me
There's so much I don't see
something's controlling me
It's no way to live
I haven't got a thing to give
And those signs trade off
I'm a line from loud to soft
For what I have to say
I wanted to build a stage
I wanted to feel this way
All this things are real
I don't know my own field
You will prove me wrong

Moments take each others place
Born and forgotten the same way

Flat on your back
Your senses are lost
And youíre what you are
What you are
Just cuz you mean
What you say
Thatís not saying
That you're so far in the clean !
Nothings means anything

we show that we fall apart
we know it to be an art
we know this is the only way things go
because all youíve seen is all you know

I'm going away, forever,
Never coming back this way,

What I need is a heaven,
A place to go where I can really be,

Dreaming my life away, counts for nothing,
But nothing ever is the end,

And you Know I tried
To be part of life

Emptiness set me free

These dreams are all i have left
Iíve nothing to spare
They're all i have

You know I donít feel right
These dreams, they steal all my time
They take it from my eyes

I donít try as much to feel anything these days
I will try and reach the field and there I will stay
No time comes to me now
Thereís nothing iím for or opposed to
Thereís nothing im really supposed to do
Goals disrupt the past

The dreams I once had
They've taken me for a ride

Just show me the way to leave
Thatís all I need
Where I donít notice anything
Thatís where ill be
Life doesnít come to me now
And I wouldnít want it to
Thereís nothing id like to do
Ghosts disrupt the past

there will come a time
When time goes out the window

there are no escapes
gone are the days of mistakes
our mistakes
and did you see
the night wore on
and became the days that never begun

All we have is all we see
There is no more hope
There are no dreams

You've always found a reason
To stay happy to be alive

What you see is just a small part

couldn't we get a second chance
To go back and start over

Goodnight friends,
Remember me if you loved me.

Oh, I am alone
And life goes on.

Things here will never be the same
We feed the light with shadows of pain
Why don't you come on back again

Happenings are planned
And then they arrive
They go on with or without you there

what is the world good for?

Oh where are all the plans we made

Here I go again to fall apart

I was afraid to be me
Be anyone you want to be
I don't blame my weak
For my not being able to speak

The pain i was needing
Was sort of true
The one aim I was clearing
Was the walls that grew

No one to face when I'm falling
Holding tight to dreams that never end

Only waiting for long signs to be wrong
And true to us
Out of place in my own time
Drowning thinking that I'm dry

The days have turned away from me
The lights no longer shine on my head
And people turn away from me
No more do they look to me with respect

Well, I know now
For the first time
That was fun
Now from life Iíve resigned
When I feel Iíve got problems
How wrong I am
Iím awaiting life as another man
Donít crowd me

Thereís riddles in the shadows
Theyíre thrown the way that Iíd expect
And people never seem to know
What they least suspect is coming next

Well it seems like my timeís elapsed
And Iíve stabbed life in the back
Iím searching for what it means
To never be anything, anything

The face in the mirror is not me

It is nowhere I want to go
Ay, this business of how long we try to stay alive
Why to be here you first got to die
so I gave it a try
And what do you know
Time was so long ago
And things come back you see
To where they don't belong

These are different lives
Being lived at the same time
Like holding on to a whole
The world's edge is closer
I'm gonna leap right off her
And that will be the end of me
Intersecting lines
Falling way behind
I'm walking on a rope
Drifting from her
I've never been further
All I know is right
Dreams drift right past me

every day Im gonna kill my past
time gives endless spark to futures
anyway Im gonna fill my last

Feelings are goners

Mirrors are water
A symbol of what death is not

Wonder what it is that makes the world turn slower
wonder what it is that makes me feel so mad
I feel so bad

Life gave me up
And i have no control
Itís a pleasure to die
A pleasure to be gone

hey give your tears to today

You're pushing me away to decay like the days that I loved

What do I have to show
To a world that the only way to destroy
Is to die like a baby boy
I could be happy in infinity
Of the space of my eyelid
But I know Iím somewhere else
Where the words on this page
Are better than the scribling nonsense they are,
And it would be real,
And I eat my last meal
Wish that I could feel
But now I donít even know if Iím real

You know
I have seen the world enough
I've drowned in my thoughts a lot
Deep in rains that swirl above
I canceled heaven I concede

The time's right to be wrong
All night long
I feel good
I feel so far away

You never change to fire if you're ice
Even if you melt on a table and dry
And that table is burned
I'll tell you why
'Cuz you stayed by going away
And life changes not you

Do you throw it in the well
Wishing you had someone to tell
What it was that you wished for
So it couldn't come true anymore
I've thrown so much away
These times die and stay alive
I've gone and i've stayed
And though both happened
At the same time
I know which one i like
And which one i hate

All of the world calls out at once
Give us a pain, it's a friend to us
We don't decide for ourselves very much
What we are we owe to the fear of love

Emptiness replaced my soul


nothing that you say will release you
nothing that you pray will forgive you
nothings what your words mean to me

We may not last but we'll have fun till it ends

I just don't care anymore
I've reached the end of the rope
I just don't care anymore
won't cry these tears anymore

this life can turn a good girl bad

loud and clear but you still don't get it
I call you up and I now regret it
it gets me down

things don't have to be this way
catch me on a better day

crushing silent broken down

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

I didn't accidentally tell you that

you've got my number
you know what I need
and I go crazy
whenever I bleed
won't you come over
I swear I'll [be] nice

in the middle of the night
you don't know what I'm thinking
but still the stars do sparkle and shine
seems like all of the time
our boat was slowly sinking
you didn't even seem to mind

you pretend you're high
pretend you're bored
you pretend you're anything
just to be adored

what drives you on
can drive you mad
a million lies to sell yourself
is all you ever had

She's not the kind of girl
Who likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself

I know how to hurt
I know how to kill
I know what to show
And what to conceal
I know when to talk
And I know when to touch
No one ever died from wanting too much

The world is not enough
But it is such a perfect place to start

this is nothing new to me
it takes more than what you've got
to frighten me
I'm not scared of you
there's nothing you can do
or take from me

you're bound to lose the game
there's no one else to blame
you play so safe
and you're not risking enough

You look so fine
I want to break your heart

let's pretend happy end

Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
You should see my scars

Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
And everything you think you had baby
Is gone

Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off

It's all over but the crying
Fade to black I'm sick of trying
Took too much and now I'm done
It's all over but the crying

Where does it go all the light that we had?

I wish that I was half as good
As you think I am

But now that we know for sure they're telling lies when they say
No one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies

I want to be dependable, I want to be courageous and good
I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true
I want to be a friend you can rely on you can lean on and trust
I want to understand so I can forgive and be willing to love

And it's true it's a cruel, cruel world
Life's a bitch and then you die my love

Don't care what they have to say
You shouldn't listen to them anyway

People like to build you up
Then they'll stab you in the back like that

I won't feel guilty
No matter what they're telling me
I won't feel dirty and buy into their misery
I won't be shamed cause I believe that love is free
It fuels the heart and sex is not the enemy

But you were baking biscuits
While I went, bent the law


We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere

I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Seems so far
That i have gone down this road
Only to find that it ends
But lookin' back
There is one thing that I know
I can't make it all alone again

I took their smiles and I made them mine.

I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

You hold the answer deep within your own mind. Consciously you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind words. Whenver something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us to entertain we reject it, we erase it from our memory, but the imprint is always there.

Youíre too important for anyone
thereís something wrong with everything you see
but I, I know who you really are
youíre the one who cries when youíre alone

But where will you go
with no one left to save you from yourself
you canít escape
you canít escape

You think that I canít see right through your eyes
scared to death to face reality
no one seems to hear your hidden cries
youíre left to face yourself alone


I realize youíre afraid
but you canít abandon everyone
you canít escape
you donít want to escape

Iím so sick of speaking words that no one understands
is it clear enough that you canít live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper
but you canít even hear me screaming


I realize youíre afraid
but you canít reject the whole world
you canít escape
you wonít escape
you canít escape
you donít want to escape

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose a moment
You might lose a lot
So why not
Why not

You always dress in yellow
When you wanna dress in gold
Instead of listening to your heart
You do just what youíre told
You keep waiting where you are
What youíll never know
Letís just get into your car
And go baby go

Emilie Autumn

If it was an accident
Where are the tears?

If it was a game
Why couldn't I play?

Like the story I heard
A lifetime ago
Where a girl (and this is funny)
Took her life
And what she doesn't know
Is how long it takes for the water to rise
And the breath to stop fighting
And the cold to close her eyes

My reasons to live
Were my reasons to die
But at least they were mine
Now I'm freedom unbound
Cut the laces of life
The pistol
The poison
The noose
Or the knife
I have chosen my instrument
And said no goodbyes
And my frozen pulse quickens
As the black plot thickens

Despair's the new survival

Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You'll never win

say goodbye or say forever

What is a day without a blessed night?
And what is peace without a blessed fight?
A quick taste of the poison, a quick twist of the knife
When the obsession with death
The obsession with death becomes a way of life

I want my innocence back

Are you suffering?
Show me your suffering
I want your beautiful suffering
I want to see your pain

Do I need you?
Yes and no
Do I want you?
Maybe so
You're getting warm
You're getting warm
You're getting warmer, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Did you plan this all along
Did you care if it was wrong
Who's getting warmer now
That I'm gone

Misery loves company

the Opheliac in meÖ

But I donít want to hurt you (hurt you)
Whether I swim or sink
Thatís no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how to keep me breathing as the water rises up again
Before I slip away

She speaks in third person so that she can forget that sheís me

Studies show intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
That the world can lie

And it's raining
And the stars are falling from the sky
And the wind
And the wind I know it's cold
I've been waiting
For the day I will surely die
And it's here
And it's here for I've been told
That I'll die before I'm old
And the wind I know it's cold"

Why live a life
That's painted with pity
And sadness and strife
Why dream a dream
That's tainted with trouble
And less than it seems
Why bother bothering
Just for a poem
Or another sad song to sing
Why live a life
Why live a life

The world is full of poets
We don't need any more
The world is full of singers
We don't need any more
The world is full of lovers
We don't need any more...

Close your eyes, regret nothing
You're safe with me
I still exist

In destruction we may lose ourselves
But still I will remain